Girlfriend came into the picture
Avoidance was the solution

I want what i can't have
Is that so wrong? ( somewhere in my conscience i know it is)

Anyways,celebrated Halloween last week.
I was dressed as a 1960s cabaret dancer hah,

I shouldn't love you
but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around,
I can't let her win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there
just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here