Let Go & Jump In
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Lyrics | Paolo Nutini lyrics - Last Request lyrics
Friends
Naddie
Sunday, November 26, 2006
been rather bz these few days due to my cuzzie's wedding
initially it was rather awkward being surrounded with adults whom were strangers to me
the camera man, videographer, the bestman , the other bride's maid, the 'mak andam',etc3
but sumhow, they turn out to be really nice and cool.

the wedding definately turned out well
though there are certain issues that...just cant be helped but go wrong
through the wedding too true colours are shown

anyhows,pictures will be uploaded soon!...
gona get sum rest now..Zzzz
Life
Monday, November 20, 2006
your expectations just blew me away
i don't know if i can ever reach it but i hope i will
it would definately make me the happiest person in the world if i were able to acheive it and make u not only proud of me but happy and contented

i looked at you
and i just saw me staring right back
mirror mirror mirror...

i don't know what fate has in store for us
but, irregardless, pls stay in my life
if not like now, at least as my friend.
for i can't afford to lose someone like you
i'm just glad that our paths crossed and we happened

how unfortunate that simplicity has lost its place in this world...
Leadership course
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Today was definately a very interesting day
As usual, we SLs had our leadership course
i initially went with the mindset of:'wad the hell,be here coz i have to'
but then as the lessons went on,i realise that sum of the stuff taught are actually relavant and can be applied to everyday life and also as a person
anyways,one event that i will always remember will be the last activity we carried out
we were all split into 2 grp regardless of SC or FL..
we had to hold on to each other tightly while still in a circle formation
while our 2 coaches tried to pull us out of the circle
so basically every1 HAS to hold to everyone else tightly and not let go
if we were late in any formation,we had to do 10 push ups
it was definately physically challenging...i mean, everyone had minor bruses n stuff
but at the end of the day i really did feel closer to each n every1 of my grp members
and it was fun...definately
yayness!!
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
2dae...my 1yr 9mth ann....yay!!

me n syg...happy ann to us

love u dear,muah
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Forgiven but not forgotten
The day i will forget
Will be the day when
All the hurt turns into memories

Don't tread the water
Just stay still
Don't pull me under
Into the deep
I won't be bothered
By ur shit n lies

Its getting further away
I can't get hold of it anymore
Tho i've tried..its like of no use

Think b4 u speak
Ur motor mouth is non-stp blabber
It's pissing people off
In case u haven't notice
Y must u always make urself the attention of the universe?
Since sec sch mind u

Sad to say tho i love u guys
We are drifting apart..Sumhow
Pic Frm the Raya Outing With My Dearies
Monday, November 13, 2006






Hari Raya With My Dearies
Sunday, November 12, 2006
2dae was my hari raya outing with my dearies...
tho 3 gundu guys back out last min...it definately turn out fine and super fun.
will upload the pics later..


4 now,
here's my SC pic outing yest!!...enjoy

Jalan Raye 1
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Jln raye with the SCs(well sum of em')heh... was FUN3!
will upload the pics later...

cant wait 4 my other 2 outings..with my dearies n my MI mates!
Thursday, November 09, 2006
PW is O V E R!!!!!!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!

hah...now i can finally enjoy my hols...
eeeeeeeei
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
memorising the script 4 PW is such a TORTURE!
i swear..i really get all clammy and tensed up when i have to face an audience
S-C-A-RY!!!!!EEEEEEEEEEEEEEI
not only do i need to memorise but i also need flow la sia
plus voice projection, eye contact, QnA...wah piang...
i really xxx100000000 hate it!!

does M@%^&^$%# make u THAT cranky???
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
PW- pain in the ass
-deprivation of sleep
-self realization
-never ending

can't wait for this crap to end. a weight lifted off my shoulders it will be.

OMG!! i am getting hooked on Korean dramas man.
the way they can make u cry..almk!..
i still cant really imagine how weird i look to my dad as i cry in front of the tv.. hmm?....
Sunday, November 05, 2006
sometimes all i want is just to hide away frm the world
a world that is so quick to judge
a world which defines beauty as being stick thin
where achieving perfection means going under the knife
where war and mass destruction has become a way of life
where time waits for no man
where being individualistic has become a means of survival
where the gap btwn the rich and the poor can never meet
where food will result in either obesity or starvation
what is becoming of the world?

now more than ever i wish i was a punk rock girl with flowers in my hair
confused
Friday, November 03, 2006
i was so sure of what i wanted
i was aiming and working towards u
but now that i've seen you i dun know what i want anymore
i want to reach out to you and ease ur pain
i want to put a smile on ur face despite ur disability
ur so innocent and pure..
god has put before you a challenge that you have to face
ur strong..i know you are.so are ur parents n every1 ard you
i hope this is what i really want n can do..that this yearn to help you will stay in me.
if i really cld reach out, to ease ur pain, bring u happiness despite the rain and be ur confidant, u'd definately bring more meaning into my life
so what do i really want?long term and all?i really am not sure.
i hate it if my goal in life is now uncertain..that i really have a change of heart
i was so sure of what i wanted...
i really was...
and now, i really dun noe anymore.

to my girlfriends...i really miss ur presence in my life.

malay a'level paper 2day was almost a disaster.
i swear i will be such a blur sotong whenever deprivation of slp occurs
not only was i late 4 the paper,but i went into the wrong class..
smart..thank god,somehow...i managed to finish the paper
apologies to the classmates to have made u guys worried...
PW...oh man,its defiantely taking its toll on me..
my stage fright prob is gona be a major issue on presentation day.
i just hope to keep my cool n not let my grp down...


to that someone:i'm done with you. this will be the last.ur wrapped up in ur own world of make beliefs.the last entry was a waste of gd space.i can't be bothered anymore.A true friend wld have never hurt me like you did.I never wanted to continue but u insisted with ur stubbornness and pride.Since u chose honesty.so be it.u want to talk abt maturity?take a look at urself before u comment on others. ur definately far frm it.before stating get ur facts right.

Thursday, November 02, 2006
Lifehouse-hanging by a moment

Desperate for a changing
Starving for truth

Closer to where i started

Chasing after you


I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go
of all i've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm
hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting
all i'm lacking
Completely
incomplete
I'll take
your invitation
You take
all of me

Now..i'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing i know

I'm running and not quite sure where to go

and I don't know what i'm diving into

Just hanging by a moment here with you


There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing left to find
There's nothing in the world

That could change my mind

There is nothing else

There is nothing else

There is nothing else...


Desperate for changing

Starving for truth
Closer to where i started

Chasing after you


I'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you


I'm living for the only thing i know

I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and i don't know what i'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment

Hanging by a moment...

Hanging by a moment...

Hanging by a moment here with you

MI n 05s6
Wednesday, November 01, 2006

















Indeed the choice was no
t mine yet it turned out to be the right one.
though old with age n small in size, it definately brought us closer.
memories, frenships and much more were built.a swt and homey place it turned out to be.sadly we're moving to the new and those swt memories and familiarity will be left behind.

Designer / Mira Muhayat